“Let him go or love him properly—Yin Zeyan can do neither.”The biggest failure of Lin Qingzhou’s life was falling in love with Yin Zeyan. He had loved him wholeheartedly for twelve years, giving everything he had.For Yin Zeyan’s career, he gave up his dreams and his dignity. He would have given his life for him—and in the end, all he got was: “Let’s break up. I’m tired of you.”On the day he was diagnosed with a terminal illness, Lin Qingzhou, enduring agonizing pain, broke down and begged him: “Yan-ge, I’m dying. Come see me.”Yin Zeyan, holding one of his own artists in his arms, said impatiently: “If you’re dead, go to the funeral parlor. Don’t bother me.”Lin Qingzhou believed that twelve years of feelings would always bring him back. He silently endured Yin Zeyan’s scandals—until a sex video was sent to him. The pouring rain finally extinguished the love in his heart.Bedraggled in the rain, he looked as if he had died once already: “I agree to the breakup. I’m not lying to you this time.”After leaving those words behind, Lin Qingzhou disappeared.Everyone thought Yin Zeyan no longer loved Lin Qingzhou—and he himself thought so too.