The Unattainable Ideal Omega Always Wants Me

Shi Xiu had been married to Shang Jinyue for seven years—seven years of one-sided devotion, of quiet service. Over time, it became painfully clear: Shang Jinyue’s heart belonged to someone else. Their marriage existed only because Shang Jinyue’s grandmother had favored her.The day Shi Xiu finally mustered the courage to hand Shang Jinyue the divorce papers, she stepped into an elevator with her left foot first… and woke up reborn.Reborn on the first day of senior year—the very day she once clung to Shang Jinyue, insisting on being her deskmate.Shi Xiu’s first thought: I’d rather have walked away with nothing…Now, her very first act in this new life is to sever every tie with Shang Jinyue. She picks up her sketchpad and heads straight to the art studio.But for some reason, the colder Shi Xiu acts, the closer Shang Jinyue draws. She buys medicine to tend to Shi Xiu’s wounds; waits for hours in the winter chill just to tutor her; treks deep into the mountains to find pigments because Shi Xiu once mentioned liking them…Everyone whispers that the unfeeling, ice-cold Shang Jinyue has finally thawed—that surely Shi Xiu will soften too.Until one night, in a shadowed alley, a sharp slap cracks through the air.Leaning against the wall, bathed in moonlight, Shi Xiu looks both fragile and striking. Her voice is gentle, yet cruel: “President Shang, if I recall correctly… we’re already divorced.”Shang Jinyue doesn’t flinch. Her cool, detached face bears the red mark Shi Xiu left behind. “Why not hit me harder?” she asks.She traveled all this way just for a chance encounter.Now that she’s found her, anything Shi Xiu gives her—even pain—tastes like grace.One day after her rebirth, Shi Xiu has a dream.A dream that feels like her past life: dying a tragic death in an elevator accident.In the chaos, someone wasn’t afraid—wasn’t repulsed by her broken form. That person carefully cleaned her, wiping the blood from her face, gently arranging her shattered bones.In the morgue’s bone-chilling cold, that figure kept vigil for days and nights, until the 21st day after her death, when her spirit finally scattered.“Your divorce agreement was full of legal flaws. It was never valid,” Shang Jinyue’s voice whispers in the dream, her fingers tracing the pale, lifeless contours of Shi Xiu’s face. Her dark, fierce eyes hold an unexpected, overwhelming tenderness.“So you’re still my wife. In this life… and the next.”

Lu Shizhen transmigrated into a novel as the villainess obsessed with the heroine, bound to a system called *"Heaven Give Me Another Chance."* In the story, the heroine Xu Shiyue was once exceptional, but after her uncle’s schemes, her parents died, and she lost her sight. The villainess seized the chance, offering protection—only to betray her. Ultimately, Xu Shiyue, now a vengeful "black moonlight," left the villainess limbless in a fiery death. Staring at the already-blinded heroine in the original host’s home, Lu Shizhen and her system fell silent. Lu Shizhen: *"...Is this salvageable?"* System: *"Worth a try."* Fighting to change fate, Lu Shizhen rolled up her sleeves before the original host could harm Xu Shiyue. She hired top doctors, gifted the best guide dogs, and would’ve plucked the moon if Xu Shiyue asked. The world called Lu Shizhen a volatile, spoiled madwoman. To Xu Shiyue, she was the only anchor in her blurred vision. When her story arc ended, Lu Shizhen faked her death during Xu Shiyue’s family succession and vanished to enjoy life. That night, the ruthless Xu heiress stood in the snow, staring at the charred corpse, eyes bloodred—like a rabid dog. Rumors said Xu Shiyue *hated* her captor, scattering her ashes without a grave. Passing by, Lu Shizhen lost her appetite and quietly moved her retirement plans farther away. Years later, hearing her gifted guide dog was dying, Lu Shizhen sneaked back—only to run into Xu Shiyue, who *shouldn’t* still live there. The lock clicked sharply in the quiet spring night. Xu Shiyue: *"Where else do you plan to go?"* **Key Notes:** 1. The original host committed *no crimes* before transmigration. No illegal acts! 2. Xu Shiyue was *already adult* when orphaned. *No* harmful depictions of minors! 3. "Captivity" is gossip—Xu Shiyue could leave freely but stayed due to blindness. 4. The "corpse" wasn’t human. *No* illegal acts or disrespect toward the deceased!

Lu Shizhen transmigrated into a book as the villainess who coveted the female lead and was bound to a system called *"Give Me One More Chance."* In the novel, the female lead, Xu Shiyue, was once the darling of fate until her uncle schemed against her, leading to the deaths of both her parents and leaving her blind. The villainess, who had long coveted her, seized the opportunity, promising protection—only to tear off her façade later. In the end, the female lead, now a vengeful "black moonlight," crippled the villainess, who died in a fire. Seeing the already-blind female lead in the original host’s home, Lu Shizhen and her system fell into silence. Lu Shizhen: *"...Is there any way to fix this?"* System: *"Let’s try."* Since she still had to struggle, Lu Shizhen rolled up her sleeves to turn the tides before the original host could reveal her cruelty. She hired top doctors to treat Xu Shiyue’s blindness, gifted her the best guide dog, and vowed to pluck the moon from the sky if Xu Shiyue asked for it. Everyone said Lu Shizhen was a moody, spoiled madwoman. But Xu Shiyue turned her into the only anchor in her blurred world. Finally, Lu Shizhen reached the end of her storyline. With the system’s help, she faked her death and vanished under a new identity to enjoy life. That night, Xu Shiyue—now the ruthless head of the Xu family—stood hollow-eyed in the snow, staring at the charred corpse until dawn, her eyes bloodshot like a rabid beast. Rumors spread that Xu Shiyue hated her so much that she scattered her ashes without even a grave. Passing by, Lu Shizhen lost her appetite for the pan-fried buns in her hand and quietly moved her retirement plans farther away. Years later, hearing that the guide dog she’d given Xu Shiyue was dying, Lu Shizhen sneaked back—only to find Xu Shiyue still waiting inside. The winter night was silent. The click of the locked door echoed sharply. Xu Shiyue: *"Where else do you plan to go?"*

Even though she was never supposed to undergo secondary gender differentiation, in this life, she unexpectedly became an Alpha.To make things worse, her longtime rival Yan Youqing told her she had developed a dependency on her pheromones.That evening, just as Chi Yan opened the back door of the classroom, she was immediately hit by the scent of sea salt and morning dew.Yan Youqing’s eyes were red. Her usually cool voice trembled slightly as she whispered,“Chi Yan… help me…”Chi Yan, forcing herself to endure the overwhelming effect of the Omega’s pheromones, released her own scent to ease Yan Youqing’s pain.From that day on, they still appeared to be bitter rivals in front of others.But in private, they studied together after school and were even spotted at the amusement park, walking side by side.Later, Chi Yan realized something, she might have become dependent on Yan Youqing’s pheromones too.What she didn’t know was that Yan Youqing’s so-called pheromone dependency had been a lie all along.Highlight: As always, there are no stereotypical Alpha accessories or clichés.

At twenty-five, Shi Ran broke up with her girlfriend of two years, Song Yi, after discovering her flirtatious texts. Everyone knew Shi Ran was hopelessly in love with Song Yi—after five years of relentless pursuit, how could she just let go? Even Song Yi assumed Shi Ran was just throwing a tantrum and would soon come crawling back with gifts, begging for reconciliation. But Shi Ran didn’t. She packed up neatly, moved out of their shared apartment, and showed up at work dressed provocatively, ready to greet her new boss—a sharp, decisive woman who buttoned her shirt all the way up, radiating icy restraint. Just as Shi Ran was mentally cheering, *I’m so into this*, she realized her new boss was actually an old classmate. Oh, and the same old classmate she’d just had a one-night stand with. This time, she might *really* be into it. **Synopsis 2:** Everyone in class knew Shi Ran and Chen Ruoyu didn’t get along—all because of that recycled love letter Shi Ran tossed Chen Ruoyu’s way after her humiliating rejection by Song Yi in senior year. Years later, Chen Ruoyu returned from abroad, and their classmates threw her a reunion party. As Chen Ruoyu calmly fielded "friendly" questions, she secretly trapped Shi Ran’s wandering foot beneath the table. Later, Chen Ruoyu moved into Shi Ran’s new home—right in front of Song Yi. And a conspicuously large box of *certain supplies* spilled out of an "uncooperative" cardboard box. No one knew Chen Ruoyu still kept that recycled love letter hidden in her drawer. And no one knew Shi Ran had been Chen Ruoyu’s bittersweet dream all those years abroad.